Monday the sixth I'll have been married 30 years. Just twenty when I made this life altering decision. I wasn't that different than most of my contemporaries. Had a large church wedding, a poofy eighties wedding gown and a cake that partially fell over.
Most likely Monday will arrive as it did 30 years ago. Hot and sunny. I'll be there too-what remains of me.
Oh, my dear, if there were more of you remaining than you have already revealed you would be an exhausting entity with which to deal. A lovely, lippy, intelligent entity, but an exhausting one.
ReplyDeleteAs for "just being," I think it isn't something you DO. I think it's simply letting go of trying to control what happens. Sure you have to pay attention to the bills...and traffic lights and the feelings of those for whom you have professed love. Most everything else? Just let it roll over and around you. It's strange at first, but the more you do it, the easier it becomes, and pretty soon you are absolutely loving the ride.
But then what in hell do I know? I'm one of those crazy ladies from the South.
Wow, you do attract those like us, don't you!?!?? ;) That is awesome. Just remember that..it's a journey, and it will start to clear up...once you quit fighting the waves and turns. *Hugs*
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