can't see, but I remember //
feeling safe with you //
Pain. Now where did I //
stash it away? Disregard. //
It's here in my heart. //
My Heart, how could you? //
how could you rip me and tear? //
how could gentle leave? //
You do not hear me //
I can not have you near me //
I'm afraid Yes me //
Broken to know //
You're fine branding me to blame //
Will you never learn? //
Your hands so cherished //
Your hands so loved, once gentle //
Pushed me to the ground //
You can not make me //
Do your will by threatening //
By assault. Oh God! //
You'd let me believe //
There was something seriously //
Wrong with me? You? You?! //
I am lost. Looking. //
For the haven that was once //
found within your arms. //