As I look back over the posts from the last few weeks I see reoccurring themes. If you read them and think, "Gee can't she write about anything else?" The answer is yes, yes I could. If I was writing for anyone else I probably would. But I'm not. I'm writing for me. And I'm going to write what I need to as often as I need to. Because it helps. And that is reason enough.
Tonight I sat on a concrete bench and watched the river pass by. There were birds, people, pets and the occasional skeeter. You wouldn't think a simple activity like that would be so soothing but it was. I sat and took it all in. Smelled the water, felt the breeze and thought. Watched the geese with their fuzzy goslings, getting huffy if anyone came too close. Listened to a few indignant duck quacks. For just awhile I immersed myself in the experience. And thought some more. Came up with a few thoughts on this day.
The good: a positive therapy appointment. Progress is being made.
Shared some good news and saw that who I shared it with was happy just because I was. Amazing.
The bad: feeling the pain of others. It is tough, especially when it just has to be.
The ugly: Guess what? There was none. Like I said progress is being made.
To get what I want I have to be more myself not less. I'm not always sure what "more" looks like. But that's ok I'll figure it out. QUACK!
Keep on quacking, doll! There is nothing more important than finding joy in simply being alive, and it sounds like that's what you were doing there by the river...with the ducks. Betcha ducks never feel guilty, not even about leaving droppings where you'll step in them.
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ReplyDeleteSweet!! Some of this sounds familiar from the book we're reading! Was that part of the inspiration for this time on the bench? Sounds very peaceful! I hope we have a chance to get together next weekend if you're not too busy! Just keep up with your progress! :) *HUGS*
I have always found that spot to be a good thinking spot. Hissing geese and all.
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