Leaking tears today //
Am feeling like life's burden //
Spitting in the wind //
So why am I here? //
The big picture escapes me //
Mirror reflects nil //
There are no echoes //
Of me in halls where I've passed //
Was I really there? //
Kindness has ripples //
Music has sound waves that expand //
My being? Futile. //
Feel like I'm taking //
The place of one more worthy //
Ready to go on. //
Fooling myself to //
to think I could be happy //
just not in the cards //
An extra part sent //
with object to assemble //
Not needed for sure //
A second date is //
Impossible when you have //
Lied about the first //
A sympathy suck //
Extracted by partial truth //
Is friends being used //
Two faced, too many //
Try a little honesty //
If you're acquainted //
Extracted from claws //
Able to breathe once again //
A very close call //
Bald faced 'art' //
Doesn't need back up from pros //
Ugh! Nauseating! //
No gun to your head //
No knife at your back, simply //
The damage of choice. //
I asked if there was //
need to explain. You gently //
said 'No I know you' //
Nothing is simple //
from my point of view until //
Your arms surround me //
If we all have a //
A part to play in this life //
I think I'm the shim //
Surrender is not //
part of my make up, therefore //
Struggle is the norm //
Art is the language //
That no one yet has learned to //
speak but all may grasp //
Looking backwards is //
Like looking down from crossed bridge //
Heart pounding relief //
I am just not good //
enough. I can't escape this //
evaluation //
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