You are so damn bright //
That the only way I can //
deal is to hide //
Don't compare they say. //
But when the difference hits, //
all halts. It's glaring. //
See you looking in //
my eyes but don't know what you //
see within their depths //
the definition //
of sin lies strictly within //
the hearts of sinners //
Infinite answers //
To oh so many questions //
It pisses me off //
It's a free country //
they say, until my bills come. //
Pay upon receipt. //
I do not know how //
it has happened or how it's //
going to end. Still... //
when you say you will //
hold me close, hey did you know //
that was my prayer? //
I'm a talented //
builder of walls. So damn thick. //
They aren't coming down. //
I'd go anywhere //
with you, my dear love, if we're //
able to leave bed... //
sexy is not what //
you wear. it's that sultry look. //
I forget to breathe. //
Yes. You got me up //
early. I missed the sunrise. //
Must have been busy. //
lips swollen and red //
green eyes glancing up
halfway //
blue sheets all tangled //
a bird in the hand //
seems like a good plan until //
it takes it's first crap //
walked away many //
times in my head. never known //
where I was going //
fall short of being //
the person I think you need. //
so heavy to grieve //
never going to //
pinpoint the end. not able. //
but it did show up. //
how much do I owe //
all of you and you and you? //
and what about me? //
Am I going to //
be happy despite myself? //
sure the hell hope so //
trust. a simple word //
a complex idea. hard //
to start and maintain //
Baggage. Worn, well used. //
I would like to put it down. //
And travel lighter. //
even something worn //
on your bones and ligaments //
can affect others //
you'll do what you want //
but I will guarandamntee //
you that so will I //
your own life does not //
improve even the slightest //
by envying mine //
I've never had to //
worry? You fucking crazy? //
Yes! You fucking are! //
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